success

last friday, me and my mum went out together as i was craving for pizza hut for berbuka and i wanted to wash my dirty car (3 weeks tak basuh). i sent encik TY at a carwash and walked to a shopping mall. there, i forced my mother to go to a shoe shop. and yes! i bought 2 pairs of shoes. auww!! one is for work and another one is for RAYA. as i mentioned in the few previous entry , it has been 4 years i haven't bought a new raya shoes. so, it is time already.

it made me happy and broke. i have never done this...to buy 2 pairs of shoes at the same time.

the incident why i was so easily swayed to buy them.....before i went to the shop, i stopped at a weighing scale. AND..........48 kg!!!!!! argh!!!! happy!!!!!! i have achieved one of my new year resolution!! next...i would like to maintain it.

when they say nasty words

hari nih aku sangat sedih.

masuk kelas to teach English at 8.15. while i was setting up the lcd and the laptop...2 pupils approached me and gave a book. they said it belongs to one of that class pupils. they showed me what are written on the pages. terus terbeliak mata aku.

SABAR...aku harus mengajar dulu budak2 ini.

one hour later, they went for recess and i called the owner of the book to see me at the staff room. i asked her...did she write all of those nasty words. she said no and she has lost that book for quite some time. and she blamed on another pupil who wrote those pathetic nasty gross words.

seriously...aku mmg takleh nak marah tadi...tp aku nak mengamuk...mengamuk gile2. tapi aku tak mampu. ada something menghalang aku utk mengamuk.

kenapa aku nak mengamuk...sebab...dlm buku tuh tertulis perkataan mencarut...yang aku taktau mana budak tuh belajar and yang pada kebiasaannya...budak2 skola menengah yg akan tulis those things. yang paling aku mmg boleh terus dapat darah tinggi....ada nama aku skali and she said...

"miss zack kena rogol. pastuh mengandung. pastuh dapat anak"

the problem is...kalo budak tuh dendam ngan aku sbb aku slalu marah die...aku paham la...tp... budak nih budak boleh tahan pandai...buat kerja siap..takde masalah...serious aku tak pernah marah2 dia. kenapa pulak nak tulis pasal aku camtuh????

so...sblm aku kena serangan jantung...aku bawak buku tuh and the kids to see the GPK HEM. she was shocked to find out how the hell did she manage to write using 'those' words into few nasty lines.

yg lagik aku sedih...leh la dia tulis kotor pasal aku ngan cikgu lelaki in my school sbb dia slalu nampak aku dtg skola jalan sama ngan dia. pergh!!!! amarah aku sampai kemuncak yg mana aku tak mampu nak cakap apa2 lagik. daaa....cikgu lelaki tuh dah selamat jadik bapak budak. pastuh...bukan kami suka2 nak saing...dah terserempak tgh jalan...takkan aku nak buat bodoh jer jalan.

nih sume GILA!!! aku malu!!! mental aku terganggu!! hati aku sakit!! astaghfirullah. they are just 10 years old...when aku korek2 rahsia from few pupils yg boleh diharap....they said that that girl also know what is "the first night" and even explain it to her friends. argh!!!

Ya Allah...kuatkanlah hambaMu ini untuk menghadapi dugaan berat yang Kau turunkan kepada aku ini.

raya mode??

today, i have no feelings at all to teach. even my plan to teach about summary to my year 6 pupils is cancelled due to my laziness to print out the article and photostat it. hahaha!

if i have to say that it is because of the raya mood i would be lying because it has been like 2 years i have no feelings toward raya. i don't see the relevant for me to buy a new pair of shoe just because it is raya because i will buy a new pair of shoe whenever i feel like it. i even use the same sandal for raya for the past 4 years. maybe because i am no longer receiving 'DUIT RAYA' due to my AGE. and now....since i'm a working woman...this year would be my turn to give out DUIT RAYA. argh!!! especially to my dearest nieces and nephews. adoi hai!

in fact, this morning suddenly the teachers received an information that FRIDAY would be HOLIDAY but CUTI BERGANTI la cause many teachers whose kampung are far far away requested for it (another school day on Saturday after this). when i first heard the news, i felt happy because it is HOLIDAY!!! however, at one point, i don't feel anything because...

balik kampung apa nya. hari2 aku balik kampung. 15 minit jer dari sekolah aku. huwawawaa.

so...right this moment...apa nak jadi jadi la. aku tak kesah.

below 18???

today i went out with my dearly dit. we wanted to watch a movie. therefore, we decided to watch ORPHAN instead of the proposal. when i bought the tickets, funny incident happened....

me: Orphan 2.

ticket girl: (took an immediate glanced at me) sudah lebih 18 tahun ke?

me: (looked puzzle and looked at dit) errr...nampak macam bawah 18 tahun ke?

ticket girl: (stared at me again with wide eyes either to believe me or not and finally decided...) hehehehe....nampak macam budak lagi.

after we bought the tickets, we walked away and found a spot to laugh ourselves out. come on la...kot tengok muka kami macam muda pun takkan la below 18. it is impossible. either way, we felt proud a little bit to be praised as still young intentionally or unintentionally. ahaks.

anyway, the movie is interesting. at first we thought the kid must have some mental issue but at almost the end of the story, there is a little twist. still related with mental problem but not as a kid but as a grown up woman who has hormon problem together with mental problem. nice movie to watch. there are tense at certain plots in the movie.

so...later i will update. have to prepare lesson plan to teach my year 6 pupils tomorrow. i have to prepare them some lessons for form 1 next year. argh!!!!

no electricity no baking

so today, around 10.30 a.m, me and my mother decided to buy some groceries for baking. later we ended up spending 4 hours to find baju raya for my nieces and nephews. argh. we spent almost rm550 for their baju raya. huargh! imagine that if you yourself have 4 kids of your own. alamat tak berbaju baru la kita. huhuhu.

then, we bought the baking stuff and headed home. arrived home at 2.30 and i planned to start my baking as soon as possible but...NO ELECTRICITY!!!! it started since 1.30 p.m. and the electricity was back on 5.35 p.m which is impossible for me start baking. so i decided to start tonight. at least i can sumbat2 anything in my mouth while i'm baking. hahahaha. maybe i can order McD...hahahaha. kempunan lame the fries and mcflurry cornetto strawberry. nyum nyum.

ok guys. i will update later. need to prepare the food for berbuka. adios!!!

::TGO:: status

well...last night went out for berbuka puasa and lepaking with azreen. had a discussion about who else are still single in our batch. so today...i did an analysis...so here it goes...

MARRIED:

1. Nurfadzillah

2. Nurul Ilyana

3. Rosdiana

4. Sharifah Nurul Izati

5. Siti Noor Farhana

6. Sulaihah

7. Fatma Liyana

8. Freida Jihan

9. Izan Azahirah

10. Nik Syahirah Thuraya

11. Izyani

12. Noor Ashikin

13. Nor Dalilah (DJ)

14. Norhidayah (HID)

IN A RELATIONSHIP

15. Aesha

16. Nurul Aimi

17. Nurul Hidayah (AYA)

18. Nursyamimi

19. Norlida

20. Nurul Huda

21. Nurzalifah

22. Raja Norhuda

23. Nurulhidayah (Didi)

24. Nuurmaizatul Afzan

25. Siti Maheen Sharqy

26. Siti Sarah

27. Tuan Izzah Hakimah

28. Siti Aminah

29. Zulaiha

30. Fauzan Izzati

31. Zarith Farhana

32. Hazmawani

33. Illy Nadia

34. Hasnorazizan

35. Zatul Hijanah

36. Naztasha

37. Nur Shuhada

38. Syadida

39. Norhidayah (JOJET)

40. Nurul Fadhilatuh Akmal

UNKNOWN

41. Noor Elizawati

42. Fatin Farhana

43. Aezrun Natasha

44. Nurul Ain

SINGLE 100%

45. Aida Hasni

46. Wan Zakiah

47. Noor Azreen

48. Nabihah

49. Nur Dalila (DELL)

note...those who are "Single 100%" used to live in BLOK C on the same row, sharing the same toilet. how's that???????????? cam pathetic jer rasa.

well...this list is based on what we both know so far la. so if maybe got latest news...do inform me to upgrade this list. ahaks.

osom!

copied from YM. a conversation between zack & nurchempaka....mereka ini memang tiada kehidupan lain...

zack: darling...ini hari buke di mcd ka???

nurchempaka: aku mana2 leh...secret R pun leh...old taste pun leh...pizza pun leh...hahaha

zack: hek eleh...benci jer...u r craving for wut darling???

nurchempaka: ko? smlm ko kata nak mkn pizza

zack: aku melantak apa2...sbb aku tak pose... hahahaha

nurchempaka: chait..jom main o som!

zack: cet!!!when??rite this moment???

nurchempaka: haah. hahahaha. burung - batu - air

zack: ok...aku kire ok....ko restoran ape??? aku ape??? aku pizza ok...

nurchempaka: heh....emmm...aku nak jadi pe ni....emmm....mcd...heheehe

zack: ok....ready or not....

nurchempaka: dah tulis lum? heheehe

zack: ok...ready...aku tulis nih tau...aku kire 1 2 3....

nurchempaka: aku buzz

zack: burnung

nurchempaka: blum la! wakakakakak

zack: cet!!! menci

nurchempaka: ok2....ko buzz

zack: ok2...

nurchempaka: sama2 tekan...smela

zack: orait...BUZZ!!!

nurchempaka: air

zack: burung.......hahahahaha

nurchempaka: hahahahaha

zack: mengong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nurchempaka: best2